I’m typically not a person that likes letting things go. Sometimes I don’t know how to let anything go, even if it’s toxic to my health. I usually just become more obsessive or more possessive. I stay stuck in my mess and usually cannot see anything above it. I let people step on me because I always feel so guilty for everything. I become so comfortable in filth that I fear standing up on my two feet and taking the initiative to better myself.
For the first time in my life I want to let things go. I’m tired of holding onto every little thing that has hurt me in the past. I’m tired of holding onto things that I don’t need. I’m tired of being stepped on and controlled. I’m tired of having little to no confidence in myself.
And I think it’s a good time for change.